You make this all go away.

I still recall the taste of my tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head till I don't want to sleep anymore.
Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. And I'm starting to scare myself. Make this all go away. You make this all go way. I just want something. I just want something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now. This is slowly take me apart. Grey would be the color if I had a heart. I just want something I can never have. In this place it seems like such a same. Though it all looks different now, I know its still the same Everywhere I look you're all I see. Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this all go away. You make this all go way. I just want something. I just want something I can never have I just want something I can never have Think I know what you meant. That night on my bed. Still picking at this scab I wish you were dead. You sweet and perry ellis. Just stains on my sheets.

So I finally got Pretty Hate Machine by NIN. Mostly because I wanted that song. There is just something about NIN lyrics that I love. I mean I love a lot of lyrics, but all for very different reasons. NIN are just so raw. They don't skate around things with fancy words. They are just like BAM this is what they are. They are also easily to relate to. This song is not my favorite NIN song, but I do love a certain line of the song. Like...Grey would be the color if I had a heart. Grey. such a beautiful color to describe things. Cold. Meaningless. Lonely. Such a simple, but amazing line. I love lines of songs that just jump out and hit a chord in my throat. I'll share some with you.
"and you may be acquainted with the night but i have seen the darkness in the day and you must know it is a terrifying sight because you and i are living the same way"

from Astronaut by Amanda Palmer

"Tried to save myself, but myself keeps slipping away"

from Into the Void by Nine Inch Nails

There are many more that I love, but I'm tired of thinking. more later.