I think I'll wait another year.

I spent this weekend with friends. It was a much needed break from my family. I love them, but its just an overload with all the change that is happening.

So I opened my sent email folder the other day and found that I have never deleted a single sent mail. I had every single email that I had ever sent. Sadly it was only about 1500 something. I have had it for like three years. yeah. anyway. the point of that is I could look at myself from a few years ago and see how much differenet I am now. It also makes me see how much I am the same. I hate looking at how much I am the same. I am so paranoid. Its not even healthy. Well, enough of that.

I have love for falling snow. I don't like it as much when its on the ground and not falling from the sky. When its falling from the sky its peaceful. Slow. I like it when it falls slowly. Like its taking its time to hit the ground. Its no rush to get anywhere. Its relaxed. We all should just stop and watch the snow. Play a good song and just watch. People don't spend enough time watching things. Everyone is in such a rush to go places. To be someone. No one wants to watch the snow anymore. There are too many things to get done. Everyone around must be content. Everything must be right. No one watches the snow. Because it will always snow again.

snow
snow
snow
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